Pausing in May

I'm just getting burn out/depressed over working on this, as though I'm writing into the void and of course while no one is entitled to have their works responded to, my lizard brain(not in the furry sense god I went back to edit this to be clear that this isn't some sort of furry-joke but in the "primal" way out of a paranoia) is obsessively watching and tracking and noting my dwindling numbers and that's not quite healthy either.

Just feeling like what I'm doing doesn't live up to my standards and of course that's why I have minimal engagement because it's not good enough and that's not the mindset required to keep on going and I would LIKE to keep on going but my brain is just... eroding at the thought of continuing to toil without having its need for attention appeased, and the prospects of what I would need to do to potentially get more engagement (significantly change everything? at the risk of alienating those of you who have kindly enjoyed this all this time?) so yeah...

I need to take like a month to buffer from Love Games & Love Signs and let my love for it replenish and strength to continue in pursuit of my art (tm) in spite of however long it may take for an audience to see it.

Thanks for all of your support from the start til the present though. I do appreciate it, even if my lizard brain is having trouble processing it.